These are the times I’m at my darkest, when things are slow and people are distant, I’m realising how alone I actually am. I pushed away so many feelings and tried to forget them, it’s been months and they’ve came back and now I don’t even know who I can talk to, it’s like I’m dead and walking. There are times it goes away for a few minutes, an hour if I’m lucky but I know it’s going to come back worse with more power, I’m realising that even when It does go away and I have those few seconds of bliss i don’t deserve them. I. Just. Don’t. Know.
just got instagram, @yasminbox