57075) I wish my body would reject food again, because my mind is too weak to.

These are the times I’m at my darkest, when things are slow and people are distant, I’m realising how alone I actually am. I pushed away so many feelings and tried to forget them, it’s been months and they’ve came back and now I don’t even know who I can talk to, it’s like I’m dead and walking. There are times it goes away for a few minutes, an hour if I’m lucky but I know it’s going to come back worse with more power, I’m realising that even when It does go away and I have those few seconds of bliss i don’t deserve them. I. Just. Don’t. Know.

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